The Night that Could Never Last ((Open, Mature))

Muzica

((Basically, Yuki spends the week at home, thinking and looking for a job and a new place to stay. He doesn't go to the bar until the night Saturday. Is anything going to happen to Kirk or can we skip the week he is in the hospital?))

Dying Without Love

Kirk laid there just looking at the window. His mind couldn't remember the male that did this to him. He had been to drunk and uneasy about what might happen at the club to think straight though as he came to get piece by piece back he remembered that yuki had been there. He had pulled the guy off but then walked away. He was confused at just why he had though he would do that willingly.

_________________
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Muzica

Yuki learned his sister did have a heart, as she didn't wake him up the next morning and took care of everything. He woke up around noon and just stared at the ceiling, thinking. He wouldn't go back. It wasn't fair to Kirk that Yuki hung around, at least not until his memories came back.

Dying Without Love

Kirk woke up the next morning he was starting to feel better as he sat up he wasn't sure what he should do at the moment as he knew that things were going to be a little different but hey things always change in life you might as well roll with them.

_________________
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Muzica

Yuki sensed it as Kirk went back to sleep and relaxed, relieved that he could think. He knew that he personally wasn't at fault, but the fault still lay with him. Somehow, someway, he had to make it up to Kirk, if only he had an idea on how to do so.

Dying Without Love

Kirk didn't know what to do as he laid there he just looked to the ceiling and before he knew it he was back asleep. He didn't blame yuki for what happened he knew that he wasn't the one that had raped him so it was best that he just not hate him for anything.

_________________
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Muzica

"I don't know whether to hate myself for telling you that or hate myself for considering hating myself over that," Yuki told him, sinking down into the seat. He drew his legs up onto the chair and looked a lot younger than he was and a lot weaker than he wanted to admit. He shook his head and rocked back and forth slightly as he thought.

Dying Without Love

Kirk looked to him as he hadn't known about him walking off and knowing about it though as he looked the male over he seemed to be a little more than upset about this. "You walked away? Why?" he asked him as he just didn't understand what was going on.

_________________
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Muzica

Yuki withdrew his hand has he felt rejected and said, "I get if you're mad at me. I deserve your hatred, but know that it was a mistake and if I knew then, what I knew half an hour later, I wouldn't have walked away. I shouldn't have walked away, but I guess that's all I'm good at."

Dying Without Love

Kirk felt the hand on his cheek as he looked towards him as he just wasn't sure what to think at the moment as he gave a small sigh as he just didn't know what to do.

_________________
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Muzica

"Why are you sorry? You haven't done anything wrong, not one damn thing," Yuki said protectively, as he walked over to stroke Kirk's cheek. Lonesome nuzzled against the man and looked up at Yuki as if to say that he should be gentler.

Dying Without Love

Kirk nodded his head though he kept his eyes closed he wanted this to just go away but with how his mind was working it wouldn't let the thought go anywhere as he kept petting the dog hoping to make it just ease away with time. "I'm sorry" he said to him as he felt rather bad for making everyone feel so bad about him.

_________________
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.