Why did I have to cry? That's all I've done, its beginning to annoy me. A weak, frail human that I am now. I'm sure he's getting a kick out of it. Right when I could have planned a way to escape from death by leaving while his back was turned from me, he had to block me in from escape. And it would not matter anyway since vampires can catch up without even trying or getting tired. So, I am stuck without a way out of it. His cold touch ran slowly across my skin, sending shivers up my spine like crazy. I blushed slightly to his touch, why was he doing this to me? Pleasurable. Since when vampires bitting the living crap out of you is filled with pleasure? "I don't understand you, being bit by a vampire seems like it hurts. Its painful to go through it...I don't want to feel pain." I whispered, still blushing slighty while turning my head slightly since I am allowing him to show. Its like I'm drunk or something like that. Wait. Why am I allowing him to bite me? Vampires would only rob human of my own blood and soul. I just want it over with.

I felt so confused, it must have been hard living in a cage with no freedom to do anything. Of course, I had little understanding of being a vampire and I don't want to be one yet, I want to have my freedom as a human to walk into the sunlight. Trembling and clutching away at the covers, so after all of that, dragging me away from my family and wanting to travel around the world was all a lie? "I see..." My voice was cracking up, holding back tears in my violet eyes. So, it really wasn't going to matter, I was going to die anyway even if he did say he cared. Through a Devil's lie, I will die. I felt kind of bad, its not my fault that I'm afraid of them and being killed at the sametime. Vampires are known to kill anyone they want without any regret in their mind. I reconsidered him killing me, maybe I should let him kill me so I would not wait for death to come at me when I least expect it. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry....I don't know what...." I didn't know what to say right now, but there was that question I would ask him to just sentence me to my death anyway. I felt so blank just by asking that, I bear not to wait for death, I just wanted to get it over with here and now. Actually, I had no idea what I was saying. End my life, I sound crazy saying that. But I guess that is the only way I can be free of that vampire that still wants me dead. I'll grant his wish by using my dead friend. "Nanaki, could you kill me now? I know what's coming to me and I don't want to wait any longer, besides I can free myself from the vampire and you won't have to worry about protecting me and all." What am I saying?

I really was not get it at all, he's a vampire. All vampires are cruel and had no care in the world for humans and treated us like lower class. Not even that, humans were worthless and nothing more than food to them to let them live longer. Will not hurt me? Why? Most would want to, why not you as well? That way, the others would not have to kill you because he harbor feeling for a human like me. I didn't know what to think, nor how to act. A friend that was always by your side til death, contains feelings for me, more than a friend. A lover. What could I think? This is the first person that would say something like that to me, I wasn't expecting it to happen so soon. I pulled the covers over my head, only because I was slightly blushing and I want to hide it before he could notice. "Always have..." Now that made it worse. What could I say since at the moment I was turning completly red? But I knew I loved him as well. Its just that I could not say it. I pushed some of the soft sheets away from my face, a cage? Why ask that? I don't like being contained in a cage without a freedom to walk or do anything. "No..living in a cage doesn't seem right, how are we suppost to know what else to do if they were set free?" I had to be sure that he would not just kill me here and now or later. Or not at all. "You won't kill me right?"

I wanted to tell him don't touch me, but I wasn't thinking about it since I kept crying. I tenced a bit, thinking of what he might have in store for me? But he was conforting me, I could have sworn that mainly vampires would not seem to care for humans, I'm nothing more than a source for them to kill and leave on the streets. I don't understand him, most would just say that to get close, then once the defences are down they feast away on human blood from dying. Don't all vampires have no heart to care for humans and only sees me as nothing but food? But this was different, Nanaki have seen me as nothing but a friend, not a source. We avoided everything that was in our way, even people that wanted to help me because I was completly afraid and crying my eyes out. Renting a room to stay in because vampires cannot be in sunlight, all I could do is stare at him with a hint of confusion. I wanted to ask why? "Why do you care for me so much? Since you're one of them, shouldn't you just kill me here and now to save me from suffering of waiting to die?"

Tears began streaming down my violet eyes, only because I thought this whole thing was just a dream and I'm still sleeping. But I was not. And now I could loose my blood and soul if I make the wrong move or something like that. I wanted to ask, why me? Out of all the people vampires could have chosen to kidnap and maybe hold against their will for their blood or something, it had to be me. Why must people hate me? I have not done nothing wrong to deserve this. "I see." I mumbled, wiping away what little tears that fell onto my skin from my eyes. That vampire still remembers me and my face, turning into a vampire and sending a dead friend of mine to come kill me instead of him. Figures someone would be a part of the plan for bloodshed instead of it. But why didn't he kill me right then and now where he had me pinned? That would have been much easier to get me than letting me wait for my own death for who knows how long.

"Oh, ok. But still does it cost any money?" I asked again, that way, I could get some from my house to use it for the boat ride there. But I was thinking about second thoughts about getting out this deal, it didn't seem like me to just leave with someone like that without telling anyone. Its not right. I stared at him because he told me to foget everything they have told us about vampires. Forget? Why do that? I remember burying him in a cemetary near by someone's home, burying mounds and mounds of dirt over his coffin until there was none left of it except his marker with his name and the year of birth and death. Before everyone was going to the morgage home, I felt his hands, they were so cold just like that right-- Wait. That is strange, why is he even here right now? He's dead and under the ground, how is he here and not in a grave?! Is this a demon in human skin that takes anyone they pleased to and drink away human blood and soul? And I happen to be next on his list?! I wanted to leave, but if I did run he would kill me. I tried to keep myself sane without him noticing it to worry, but by the crackling voice of mine and trembling body I could not hide it. "I see. It is strange to see you alive and all, I guess you aren't kidding about being a vampire yourself. Seriously I wasn't expecting it..." I wanted to cry so bad.