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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Wed Jan 21, 2009 2:37 pm

Nakia's mother semi nodded to her suggestion and listened to her full comments. "Ironically I have offered them freedom, but most wish to stay on at the castle as a means of pleasuring servants, guards, and visitors as well as any of your brothers that might wish pleasuring. That is the minor dillema I have to consider. As for how your brothers treat their wives I have been talking with all your siblings and making sure they understand love and respect for when the time comes. I am also debating on which of the foreign princes I will marry as they will be the king under Pharaoh. When my death comes they will not inherit the throne, but your eldest brother most likely will since he is barely a year your younger. I will grant you your leave then for you to rest your mind and be ready for when you wish to talk again." She nodded for her to leave, not hugging her as it seemed Nakia did not want a hug for now.

As Nakia commented on getting a towel the white talisman leaped from its spot on the table and landed on her neck, slipping the chain to hang there. Her thoughts on covering him decently came before any and as she thought clothing appeared on him enough to cover him respectfully. The restraints were still holding him, making sure he could not escape, but he now had a shirt to cover all but his arms and waist, the areas where the chains seemed to anchor his arms so he could not use them for other than picking up things and putting them in the rubbish, and a pair of shorts that covered his crotch completely without preventing the chains that moved from his waist to his knees and ankles. His head still had a full mouth gag to keep him from talking and as she commented on talking to him the gag seemed to disappear, letting him talk and breathe a touch easier. He bowed his head quickly, a look of true terror in his eyes showed he knew better than to beg for anything or lie to her. He looked as if he remembered everything and she could see the glowing runes on his body that would make his suffering heal and another that seemed to amplify it, causing 100 fold the suffering before it would heal. She could tell now that one of her own runes allowed her to read the devil runes and know just what their purpose was.

The amulet seemed to hang now under her garments that her momentary desires were met, her father being covered and him able to talk. The note had claimed the amulet would grant physical items and it had without hindrance, flying to her as if it heard her mental call. The amulet had one item she could see through the stone as if it were clear, a hair. The fact that it was answering to her Taramnis must have put her hair inside it to make it answer directly and only to her. He was nowhere to be seen, but the fact that the other talisman would let her go to him it probably could be used to call him or talk to him. Most attuned talismans she had ever been told of by the visiers were linked to the one that it was bound to. Then again, the Visier that had told her was Taramnis all those months ago and he must have been preparing her to use them. If what he spoke was true he would not come in her presence unless she called him and only stay his welcome for the next three months.

In the meantime while these thoughts passed through Nakia's head her father remained with his head bowed, touching the floor and awaiting her commands.
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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Wed Jan 21, 2009 12:47 pm



"I do not want my siblings to help me since I already made a deal to keep them,thiere significant others and children safe for years to come.All I ask is that they stay out of this and learn from father's ways so they never do the same thing to thiere own wives and children.They should be just as attentive to thiere other half as they are thiere children.They should even be treated as equals and not the trash that father taught us they should.Most of all I want them to love them and be with someone that loves them back...not have to depend on concubines because they are not satisfied with what they have in the bedroom.In my mind that is wrong....unless it is agreed upon both the people in the relationship.Other then that I do not like having to go behind someone's back to sleep with someone.Still,I am grateful for what you did when it came to us girls so father would not touch us.That I commend you for.However,I do feel bad for the ones that had to take care of father just because they were keeping him away from us.So,my suggestion is,that you let them choose whatever it is they want to do.Maybe,even give them a better life then what they have had.Since it is they who have been slaves for so long it is them you should speak with.Mainly because it is thiere lives it will effect.

Also,do not think I don't know that you were there for me and the others.I am just so angry at the moment that I can not tell you what is actually on my mind since it is nothing but a jumble.That and all of these emotions are getting to be quite nauseating at the moment.In either case,know that I do love you.It's just I am angry with some of the things I have come to find out about you.I am sure I will forgive you.It's just that I need time.Now,if you will excuse me I will speak with you again when I can calm myself down enough to talk sensible."

Going back to her room to take care of the mess she had left behind,she stepped back into her bedroom,shutting the door tight,only to turn around and see her father in the same with her.....naked!Appauled and not really needing this at the moment she turned her head embarrassed,not wanting to see her father in such a manner.God,for some sick reason even though she was angry and hurt by what he had done she still felt some sympathy for him because he was the only father she had ever known and it was him she wanted to please more then anyone.

"Get up.I do not like seeing you like this.I may be angry with and hate you but even I know what it is like to be humiliated and I do not like seeing you like this.Now get up and I will get you a towel to cover up.You are still my father and no matter how much I dislike the thought I prefer not seeing you completely naked.Instead I want to talk.After that I will decide what it is I want done with you."

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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Wed Jan 21, 2009 8:53 am

Her mother pointed once more to the hair. "You definitely do not know why I ask or what is happening. Yes, I have had a lover or two since your father would no longer touch me after longing for his daughters. It is also true that they are the same men each time as I have chosen two princes from other kingdoms, almost willing to give up being the queen and taking any of my children with me that would come to safety. What is not true is I did not consent once my sons or daughters offered to go and seek your master. They were ordered already to not go as the ones that would not be killed would be enslaved and cause a war where he would come and get others for his slavery amusement. That would put you higher than your siblings on a pedestal in his eyes and I know that is why you stayed there, to prevent that from happening to them. I am the only one in the castle that knows how to get to his hidden hellspot. I do own a spell of passage and would send a messenger to ask for conference, but wished your thoughts as an advisor, the same as I asked the thoughts of your brothers and sisters. No Pharaoh or rumer rules without asking advice from those they trust and your father had 12 advisors, all 12 coming from his harem. Never once did he question my thoughts as he did not see me worthy enough. I on the other hand ask of those I trust, my children and if you recall back to when you were younger I tended you and your siblings when you were sick. I sought after lost things and made time always for my children. If that is not ove, no matter how much I said it and showed it I do not know what more I can tell you. Love is more than a physical thing. It is staying up with an ill child. It is picking them up when they have fallen down and kissing a wounded knee to let them feel better. I believe the older all of you got, the more you became like father as you seemed to move away from my caring more and more, though I never left you and still wait for you and your siblings to ask for help. So yes, I grant you the right to judge me since it seems you already have, but when you do judge me I ask that it be a just judgement as I would grant the same. If you chose not to help me with my questions though for me to think on what is the wisest actions for these minor problems then I dismiss you and still hold a seat open for when you wish to come to me."

When she returned to her room she found her father, ball gagged and with full restraints nude on the floor. He was crawling on all fours picking up the shredded garments and broken things, moving them to baskets. A large tag stuck from the harness on his back read. "He is here to do labors for you when nobody else can see. As long as he is present nobody hears anything said in the room he is in. You may punish him howeve you please by holding the white talisman on your desk and calling for an object or just tip over the baskets, dumping out everything he has cleaned up. He already knows till you are pleased with his work he wiull labor at your feet, never getting out of the harnesses that dig needles into every inch of his crotch nd back." Taramnis was nowhere around, but next to the bronze amulet he had left earlier was an identical white one.
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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Tue Jan 20, 2009 11:23 pm



"Why are you asking me all of this when it is you that rules over these lands?As far as I am concerned none of this is my concern or my business.I will say one thing though....if you let any of my siblings do as they wish when it comes to offering themselves for my life you will no longer know me as your daughter and I will make sure you are not forgiven.True,you may have not known about what father did or have control over what he did to you but this much you do.So,I would advise ALL of them of what I have said and make them stop thiere foolish nonsense right now.

Again,you do as you choose with your slaves.It is for you to decide on your own what is right and what is wrong.This one I will not help you on.You have already seen how father was so that at least should tell you something.Though,I will say one thing.This whole thing of slaves,sluts,whores,and concubines should all cease in my opinion....nor should there even be a brothel as you so call it.All it is,is another way for a woman to sell her soul or to be "taken" without thiere consent.I mean you do remember that much don't you...mother?To be someone's whore and slut.Then again from what I have heard you have also had you way with a few of the men in this place.Guess you aren't unlike father now are you?You like to have your dirty little fun on the side when no one is looking.Must be nice to treat your men like father did his women.Shame no one in this damn palace knows a damn thing about love.I do hope my siblings know more then what either one of thiere parents did.So,againyou will have to choose what it is you want to do.It is your conscience,not mine.Now,if you don't mind I have a room to clean up."

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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Tue Jan 20, 2009 8:18 am

Both slaves bowed, running to fetch the trash bins as if she had ordered it and was of importance. They nodded as they bowed while retreatinng, not answering her with a name or otherwise, but still giving her the high respect of the royal family. While she would be out of the room they would bring the trash basins, large ones with the way she had implied and left them in the middle of the room. They would resume their duties and wait for her to get the trash ready to haul it off.

When she appeared in the royal balcony that overlooked the nile her mother smiled to her. "I understand you do not want called my princess or by your name Nakia. If that is your master's wish in his presence I will abide by it. However, since you are still my daughter I will call you Nakia when I talk to you. As I told the slaves to tell you there is no room in the slave quarters. This is due to renovations I have been making. Behind your father's back I had to hire 50 concubines for him. Now since he is gone and they are not needed I am planning on changing it over to a semi brothel for the guards and the slaves as all deserve some pleasure and kindness. Unlike your father I am not one to mistreat slaves. In fact this is the first time I have been able to send healers and physicians to the slave quarters to help those who hurt them selves while laboring for us. Their rations will be improved and their tasks will be reassigned according to how many it will fairly take to do the labors. One man cannot move a block by himself and build a proper burial mound for a Pharaoh." She smiled at this comment and wrote it. Pointing the quill towards the seat next to her as well as the side table laden with food,she continued talking. "I have conferenced with your brothers and sisters on two issues. The one of you they understand with how ugly you have been treated your brothers wish to find his hell and fight for your freedom while your sisters are offering themselves up for marriae for your freedom. I am not sure either would work as I understand a slaver and their way of thinking much as you do, from the side of the tortured. The other issue is I wish imput on what would help the slaves on their burdens. If it could make them work safer I would consider it an improvement and put it into effect. One of your brothers wants the slaves to be freed, but as much as that sounds appealing it does not call that they would want freedom, nor does it call that the ones that go free would stay and work as labor."
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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Tue Jan 20, 2009 12:20 am



When Nakia heard Taramnis call her "his" princes,it stung slightly,knowing that even though he had addressed her as an equal he didn't really see her as one.At least in her eyes it seemed.If nothing else he was doing it to mock her or at least make her trust him,when she knew it would only end in disaster.Not bothering to aknowledge anything he said she simply just closed her eyes and went back to sleep,not caring if it seemed rude or not.

After several more hours of much needed sleep,Nakia awoke to a knock at the door.None to pleased about being woke up from her sleep she went to the door and opened it,only to see two slaves bowing before her.Appauled and disgusted by the pathetic act of being treated like a princess when she no longer was one,she expressed her anger and unhappiness to them both.

"Get up and don't ever bow before me again.Is that understood?Also,do not touch a thing in this room.I will clean it up myself.I am not incompitant that I cannot do things on my own.Just give me something I can put all of this trash in so I can get rid of it later.Other then that go tell the new Pharaoh that I will be there as is,wether she is pleased about it or not.Now,get away from me and this room before I get even angrier!Oh,and one more thing before you leave....I no longer have a name nor a title.I am one of you and that is how I wanted to be treated!"

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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Mon Jan 19, 2009 8:44 am

He looked at her slightly confused. "Chores? Your mother has you doing chores here? Now that is odd. I have brought in imps from hell and they are making your father scrub the laundry as well as the chamberpots, forcing him to lick them clean one by one. He has been screaming and waiting for your return and will wait as far as I am concerned MY princess." He nodded though to her request, his amulet still sitting on the table where she had thrown it last as he disappeared to give her privacy. There was something odd in the way he had emphasize how she was his as devils usually claim My slave, My slut, My whore,.... and other demeasning comments when laying claim over someone. His comment was as far from demeaning as one could be, as if he was trying to give her respect while she had given herself over to being his slave. Now that she was willfully being his slave it seemed that was not what he wanted, an irony as it always seemed there were people that you give them what they act like they want and they turn out not wanting it.

After more rest when she awoke and could slep no more she heard the common bustle of the castle occuring. Two slaves were waiting outside her door in a kneeling position. "The Pharaoh has sent us to clean up the room for you and bring you fresh garments and things if you wish. She also apologises as there is no room in the slave quarters and for the time being this will have to suffice." They bowed their head to her. With their head bowed they commented. "She also requests that when you arise if you would join her in the western balcony for breakfast. She personally refuses to eat till you sit and eat with her and the others understand her request." They waited kneeling on the floor for her to answer them.
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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Mon Jan 19, 2009 12:24 am



Nakia just sat an listened but didn't know what to say.She could tell that he had truely taken the one ruins away from her,which made her sigh a breath of relief but was confused as to why he was doing all of this,when he was a devil and could do anything he wanted to do.Still,she wasn't going to complain since it meant she didn't have to worry about getting pregnant if he so chose to rape her when she wanted to act out against him in some shape or form.Although,to be honest at this very moment she didn't care to much about anything,including him and how he actually felt.Between learning everything her mother had gone through and what her father had done the last thing she needed was even more information to process or have someone groveling at her feet,only to turn on her later.Besides,how could he expect her just to forgive everything he had done the day before when it was all so fresh in her mind.No,as far as she was concerned he was just like her father.Causing pain to make himself feel better while others suffered.She wouldn't play the fool again.Not this time.If anything she would remain the good little bitch that he wanted her to be in the beginning.

"I am tired and wish to sleep a little longer.Maybe....maybe then I will talk to my mother...apologize for what I said...I might even call on my father bit as of right now I am unsure.So,I am going to go back to sleep for awhile.Once I have finished everything here I will come back and do my chores!"

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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Sun Jan 18, 2009 11:19 pm

When Nakia awoke and sat up in the bed she could see Taramnis sitting at the desk reading. Her movement made him close the book and turn to face her. "I am sorry. I did not know reading would disturb you." He bowed his head and aimed one hand at her. She could feel the two runes glowing and now it seemed one was fading. "I do this to demonstrate my feelings for you. You do not trust me and have no reason you should,.... But now the only rune on you is the lifeforce rume. I have nulled the fertility rune, allowing your body, not my magic to decide when you are to birth. The lifeforce rune when i finish reading these spells I gained from thoth will enable me to undo the hell binding from inside you and let you spend longer in the realm of the living if you choose. I will also be doing one other action on you that will be a means of proving myself to you. I have been tlked to by several of the gods and they have shown me that I can be evil to the deserving and still do what is right to the only truly deserving one I know,......You." He stood from her desk, kneeling and putting his head against the floor. His face was hid from hers, but the traces of blood puddles seeping from his face area told her he was crying in true sorrow for what could only be how badly he felt for how he had treated her.

When he did stand up, his face turned from her he commented one final statement. "Please do not forget you are no slave, you will never be treated in any slavish manner from me. From here on though I above you in the castle it does not put me where I have any right to treat you less than the princess you are." He stood, waiting for her to hit, kick, or do whatever to him to prove she did not believe him or for her to try and leave. Whatever her actions were he did not move and did not try to stop her. If she approached she could see the title of the book though. It was called, 'The right and proper way to treat those you love, even though you are devil and banished from love.'.
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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Sun Jan 18, 2009 1:17 am



After her mother left Nakia leyed back down on the bed,disgusted,yet torn apart inside.She knew she shouldn't have yelled or accused her mother of such things,when she knew she had no control over what happened to her or the other children but she couldn't stop from being so angry with everything that had happened.Not just with her and her siblings but with what happened to her mother as well.How could someone claim to love someone when all they did was cause them pain?Yet,wasn't she doing the same thing by yelling at her mother?No,this wasn't the same?She never raped or beat her mother.Yes,she had said things she shouldn't have but she couldn't help it.She was just so damn angry with everyone that she could barely stand it.What made things worse iw when people wanted to try and comfort her she didn't want anything to do with it.Anyone,that tried to give her comforting words,just made her want to claw thiere eyes out.Hugging and touching from anyone made her feel dirty or nauseous to her stomach.Even those that came from her own family.

Still,out of everything she had seen,heard,or felt in the past several hours it nothing compared to what her mother did to save her and her sisters from her father.Something,else she had just learned from the days festivities.What a sick bastard he was.To sell thiere sould before they were born and yet want to bed them all once they got old enough to be taken.Apparently,that's all men knew how to do.Torture,rape,and take for thiere own sick needs.It seemed not a damn one of them knew about love,trust,or treating women as people,so why should they be treated any better?With to many emotions and thoughts swirling through her brain she finally layed her weary head down on her pillow and fell asleep,hoping tomorrow would bring something better then today.

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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Tue Jan 13, 2009 8:45 am

Nakia's mother let her speak her full peace, asking the questions and yelling down to her on every point before talking as if she herself seemed mentally beaten as any owned slave. When she was done and her eyes showed she was expecting to be tortured next she finally stood and talked, hardening herself. "Firstly my daughter, I had no idea he had sold anyone into a contract with the devil. That I was never told. He had me out of fear and a contract of marriage, keeping me tormented and held till my spirit had broken many times through suffering and ownership. You are no bastard though as he did perform a proper marriage ceremony and wed us before the first child was born." Walking to the window she pointed towards the garden just beyond the inner courtyard. "There are three unmarked graves in there that I can find and I go sit with two brothers and a sister that were born before you. They died young from plague. You were the first to survive. Now I know about his contract and pray as well that they died before those three were born. I also was not aware that I was on his hell list and as you have stuck up for me I am sorry that it could not be me taking your place. Why he does not take me now and let you go I do not know, but I will definitely be asking him. I sorrow for you that you think I have been against you any time in your life. Every night I tucked you in. Every night once you hit birthing age I made sure your father had concubines that would suck him off under the dinner table as he looked at you with eyes of wanting to rape you and make you one of his pets." She sobbed as she tried to look at her daughtrer who had just finished telling her how much she hated her.

She ran from the room and came back with a document of her own. On it was the seal of Thoth, the god of wisdom. "I can use this as often s I wish, originally being a priestess to Thoth. He does not answer many prayers but he gives wisdom on how to bear with each burden. It is not the best of Gods to pray to, but he is my god and I pray to him for insight and guidance." As she opened the scroll it showed a glow of her mother strapped to a table and being raped even while pregnant. The first born was a boy who lived for 27 days. Again she was raped till she bore a child. This one lasted 45 days and what would have been her older sister had died. The next one was a brother who lived for 15 days. around this time she prayed to thoth as she was being let free of her torment altar and rape bed for periods of time. She wrote on a separate scroll herbs to take to prevent her next child or any other children she birthed from dying of plague. When Nakia was born he turned cold and started counting days till she died. When she lived past 60 days he stoipped going in her nursery, but her mother never once abandoned her.

All of her sisters and her were being watched in the bathing pools by their father, but it seemed that concubines were always there to opease him as he looked on at his daughters with sexual lust in his eyes. The images showed many times that her father plotted killing a brother, sister, or her for whatever reason because of his anger and their mother took beatings and rapings for stopping him. In the end she suffered every day of her life since he conned her father for the wedding and no matter how much the suffering was she bore it, smiling as he would twist his plans away from hurting her children. As much as Nakia had suffered for a few months her mother had suffered and been kept blind to certain evils in the kingdom for close to 30 years, yet as long as she could keep her daughters and sons safe she took every punishment and humility so the children would not suffer.

When her mother's life and everything she could see was done she closed the scroll letting it reseal itself. "Thoth granted me this with the words 'You will need it to teach your children how to live wisely. I pray that if nothing else you realized I did everything I could for your life and sorrow that with all that I have done I could not prevent Taramnis from taking you. I thank Thoth that you have swayed him from taking your brothers and sisters as soon someone else will need to rule." Picking up the scroll she walked out of the room weeping.


{ooc,...... It could be good or bad, depending on whether you get so mad you do not make it to the bathroom. Then that would {depends} on if someone else was occupying it,..... wait, what were we talking about?}
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PostSubject: Re: Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only   Tue Jan 13, 2009 1:29 am



"I can't say I didn't hate you in the beginning.That was until I found out the truth about what happened.Still before that I thought you were just like father,selling my soul just so you could save yourselves.To be honest you would have suffered the same thing as father if it wouldn't have been for "him" showing me what father did to get you to be his.Yet,I can't understand if you and that devil loved each other so much how you could have went to father and leave me to him instead?

Tell me mother did you know?Did you know that it was me that took "your" place?You know that is another reason you have not been punished by "him"...because at one time he loved you and found out later that it was father that made you turn against him.So,you were kindly spared.Then you were spared again because of what I asked him not to do to you,after I found out that things were not your fault.It seems you have gotten out of punishment twice mother.Once by the devil and once by me....or so I thought until today.I guess your punishment was long before I even came along.Hard to imagine that a man that claims to love you so much can do such unspeakable things to you.I hate to say it but that is not love.If anything it is nothing but a humiliation that never goes away .....and for you to forgive father after ten long years of what he did to you is unspeakable.Then to bring children into this world after knowing what he did.....what kind of mother are you?If anything you could have at least told me long ago what my life would become.It would have even been kind of you to tell me I was born out of rape and that my father never did love me like I thought he did....or like I wanted him to.No,you had to make me go through the same hell you did,almost causing me to have a bastard child of my own.

You have no idea how much I hated my brothers and sisters after I saw how he treated them when he came back.To know that he actually spent time with them in just the simplest of manners.Just like he should have from the very beginning.Then to know I was not here to take part in that...even though it would have all been a lie.Still,it would have been a beautiful lie even for a little while.At least for me that is.Then for him to come back and make everyone believe that I died saving his sorry life.Hard to imagine that I actually begged the devil to bring that bastard back to us.Then come to find out he was better off where he was.I did everything I could to please him,make him love me and to know none of it meant anything.To know he knew the whole time what was going to happen to us all in the end.How many times he must have sat back and laughed,enjoying watching me and the others jump through hoops to please him.Still,it was me he hated the most wasn't it?Me being the first child.The child that you had out of how many rapes and tortures?I must have been a hell of a thorn in his side from the very beginning.More so then all the others.At least by the time they were born you had become the perfect little bitch for him,doing everything and anything he wanted you to do.It must make you very proud.

Also,for someone who prayed to the God's for my safetly you should have begged for my death instead.At least I would have been better off then what I am now.To live day after day with that bastard torturing and raping me with objects that I have never seen before.I guess you could at least be grateful for one thing.You could have chosen at anytime to end your life and spend it in a better place.Me,I have these damn marks on my body that allow me to heal so that I may never know true peace.No,instead I get tortured over and over again,screaming and crying in agaony,bleeding from every part of my body,only to heal so he can do it all over again.I guess I should be greatful this time though...he hasn't given me a child....yet!Although,I know that will soon come as well.Still,to know that I am a bastard child to a woman who was a whore and a slave to the man that I called a father makes me sick.You had the chance to tell me many times of what he did,yet I had to go through all of this to find out on my own.I may have asked him to spare your life and the lives of my siblings but as of right now I still hate all of you.You for lying to me all of theses years and for them getting the time and attention I have so longed for from my own father.So,if you do not mind I would prefer if my drawings would not be put on the walls of the palace,seeing as it would only tell the story of my life and make me more humilated then I am now.You and the others may see me as a hero but I am anything but,therefore I do not wish to be seen or treated as one.

Now,if you do not mind I would like a room set up in the slaves quarters.That way I can learn what it is I am suppose to know.Besides,I would feel more comfortable there.It is where I belong now.At least there I would feel welcomed.I hate to tell you this but I do not belong here nor did I ever.Everything was nothing but a lie you and father made up.To make us feel like we were important when we weren't.Let my siblings take my place when the time comes....because once I leave this time I will not return.So,take your hugs and other silly things and give them to the ones that need them and deserve them because this bitch and whore don't want them anymore."


OOC:God for some reason you get me riled up in these threads...although I have yet to wonder if that is good or bad!lol

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