Enslaved Princess (Quite Mature) Saulmckinney Only

TamaRose

"Trust me.I am not commanding my body to do anything.If anything I am feeling complete and utter grief for something I shouldn't have wished for.

.....and yes,I understand what it is you are trying to tell me but at the moment I am not comprehending or dealing with things quite well.In either case,When I woke up from my sleep....I was still in pain but not as bad as I was before but now....now I feel like it's been started all over again.When does it stop?When does all of THIS stop?"

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StrawberryCremePie68

~Just because you can reproduce doesn't mean you should!~

Saul Mckinney

He shook his head after her statement. "I am not trying to put iff what you are saying. I am not trying to change your mind. Then again my dear I also am not trying to switch what is according to cosmic law. You died a final death. When that happened te unborn child also died. You would have protected and nurtured that child had you the chance but you did not have the chance. The unborn child is dead and you wish it was otherwise. The ironic is that you are commanding your body from these wishes to be fertile the next time you go into lust and I am granting you the wisdom so that you do not have a child you may not want. I grant you sorrow at losing a child you wish had not died, but I cannot feel the same sorrow with what I have seen armies do for thousands of years." He closed his mouth and sat as if he did not want to tell her more.

TamaRose

"You don't understand.I still killed my baby.There is no longer a child inside of me.I am empty.Completely empty.So,you see,even though I didn't litterally abort the baby it is still dead because of everything that has happened.So,it makes me just as guilty asa murderer!"

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StrawberryCremePie68

~Just because you can reproduce doesn't mean you should!~

Saul Mckinney

Taramnis smiled to her and aimed his hand at the blade. It flipped to him handle first. "A secret for you my dear. You did not abort the child. You only wished something bad would happen. That is not an evil action. There are plenty of women forced to carry the children of rape from different things. Even though they wish the child would die they spend their life raising the child and not treating it like an outcast. I have watched you before you died and went to heaven. Though you wished ill of the unborn child you would have raised the child with the same spirit as all of those other mothers. You would have been willing to cut your arm off without a thought just to protect your son or daughter."

TamaRose

"That's not what I meant.I don't want to die.It's just this feeling is so overwhelming that it almost feels like death itself....and when he said I should have been in a lower hell and a whore,that is the first place I should have went after losing the baby.I never should have gone up above and I shouldn't have come back here.Oh,God I know I didn't want the baby at the time but....I never should have wished for what I did.It was so unfair and I never gave them the chance to live.I don't know why I am telling you this.You aren't a woman so you wouldn't understand how I feel."

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StrawberryCremePie68

~Just because you can reproduce doesn't mean you should!~

Saul Mckinney

Taramnis shook his head. "You have no choice if you are going to belittle yourself. You belong to me as I am your lord. I will give you courtesy and help you when I can and how I can. You do not get to go to a worse hell ever. If you truly wish to go down to a lower hell then you have asked for what is about to occur." He walked to the bed and placed a sword on the bed and backed up. "You think you can end the suffering, by all means." He stood there knowing if the thought of killing herself hit her mind the lust side would take over. The second option of trying to attack him he had not warned her of as when demons try to attack their lords their lust side takes over and fucks hard while begging their lord for forgiveness. The third option would be if she did not touch the knife in which case he would smile at her for passing her test.

TamaRose

Even though she knew now it wasn't Taramnis who had written the letter,she still continued to cry as she rocked herself back and forth,trying her best to calm herself down.Yet,it seemed the more she tried the more she fell deeper into her back hole and cried even more.

"OH.GOD I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON.HE IS RIGHT.I DON'T BELONG HERE.I SHOULD LIVE IN THE WORST HELL POSSIBLE FOR THE THINGS I HAVE DONE!"

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StrawberryCremePie68

~Just because you can reproduce doesn't mean you should!~

Saul Mckinney

Nakia felt as the dark, hollow place hit her the same came outwards. Her claws, hooves, wings and all of her warlike demon nature was showing till the moment she hit where she was crying. The claws retracted as did her fighting weapons. Blood tears seeped from her as her tentacles stretched from her side and wrapped her wings lightly around her body. It was as if the tentacles were holding her in a hug as well as her wings. In the corner she could see a fiery imp chuckling at her. "Just like Asmodeus said, weak and broken. You even believed your lord would write something to that degree to slap you down especially when he did know why you needed the vacation in dreams. Perhaps what you need is to be down in his hell being a fuckslut since that is what you pine for, that and plenty of childrenUUUNNNGGHHH!!!" he was flinching as a sword appeared through his chest with Taramnis rising from the ground. In his armor he made one comment. "Filth imps. Always trying to break others to make themselves higher." The imp twitched a few more times before corroding to ashes.

TamaRose

As she read the note that Taramnis had left,she felt her contentment quickly go back to a hollow and dark place that she didn't want to go again.Yet,when she got to the part of him mentioning about not getting pregnant again because he knew it was not what she wanted,she crumpled the paper in front of her and dropped it to the ground before falling back onto the bed and letting the tears start to trickled down her face once again.

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StrawberryCremePie68

~Just because you can reproduce doesn't mean you should!~

Saul Mckinney

Her bath was soothing and relaxing. She noticed that when Taramnis had filled the bath there were petals in the tub of Lavendar and rose coating her in a sweet soft smell. When she was done her clothing was setting out. Ontop of them was a note. 'In all of the times you claimed it was I who had done to you I want you to realize that you always came to me and I only raped you once. The ironic is my seed bonded your body to urge for me and that is why while you were human you came to me every time out of urges. Since you have turned into a demon you decided by not learning to tamp your urges to come to me still. To prove my intent the whole time you were asleep I kept damping your urges as there were several occasions where you did try to mount me. However, I do apologise as I did not give you choice and when you are in demon form you will yourself to either be fertile or sterile. Fortunately before I rest I do will myself sterile to keep you from acidentally doing what we both know you do not want. Taramnis' He did not realize it seemed that his words were a reminder of what she had done, almost as if he had not been told how it chewed her up inside.

TamaRose

Even though she had been out for quite a long time,the thought of her lost child was still in the back of her mind...and even though she did not cry,she couldn't help but feel terrible for wishing such a thing on such an innocent child when he or she didn't deserve it.

Trying to clear her mind enough to not think of that or her "nightmares" she stepped down into the warm water and began washing the stench from her body,trying her best to smell and look somehwat human once again.

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StrawberryCremePie68

~Just because you can reproduce doesn't mean you should!~

Saul Mckinney

Taramnis nodded to her. "As you choose my minion. Enjoy your bath now that your mind has rested and yet opened a new riddle for you." He placed the book on his throne and raised his hand, making it and the book disappear. Once they were gone he retracted the wings and disappeared in the same manner. After he had disappeared it was obvious her grandmother had not been in to check on her or if she had she did not seem to leave any note or sign. Then again it might have been possible that she was sleeping and Taramnis explained it to her grandmother, promising to let her know when Nakia awoke and was refreshed.