“Oh! Hayne I did not hear you approaching.” Before Roxy could conceal her tears or look away from her he caught her in the act. “I was….” How could she tell him that she was planning on walking out? How could she tell him that she was leaving? Hayne was a good man who deserved a “good girl” and not a washed up prostitute who could not even stand to look at herself in the mirror anymore. His eyes seem to see right through her as if he already knew what she was going to say. There was a mix of hurt, and loneliness in his eyes that could not help but notice. It seemed like he had been hurt one to many times in his lifetime. The last thing she wanted to do was add on to the pain he already felt.

Sooner or later Roxy would have to return to her “other home” where all the other prostitutes lived. Her fate was sealed for the time being. “I do not want to drag you down with me Hayne.” She felt so guilty she could not even bring herself to look at him. His piercing look was enough to make her cry, which is why she did not look at him. “I cannot stay here forever. This is not my home.” Excuse after excuse came out of her mouth to avoid telling him the truth……she was head over heels in love with him. As crazy as that may sound it was true. Since the moment he fell at her feet she could not get him off of her mind.

He was the kind of guy she needed to get herself from out of the hole she had dug. It was not as simple as that though. If Roxy quit the whoring business her fellow prostitutes and pimp would be looking for her. Not in a good way either! Is she quit she would have to avoid going out after dark, avoid downtown, and pretty much stay inside most of the day like a little housewife. Hayne needed a normal girl he could do normal things with. Roxy was not that girl. If he got involved with her anymore than he already was things would never be the same for either of them.
She could not help but look up at him. He looked both scared and concerned. “Hayne…..sweetie…I am afraid. I am afraid for you. I am afraid of hurting you. I am afraid of getting involved any further with you. But…..I am also afraid of being without you.” It was her way of saying that she was falling in love with him. He had to make a decision before they went any further. “If you ask me to leave now then I will return to my home and never EVER bother you again. If you ask me to stay then…..well…..” Once again she did not want to sound like a clingy psycho. “Then I will stay.” She really wanted to say that she would stay for him for as long as he would have her. She wanted to say that she was going to change her ways and attempt to live a normal life with him. Whatever he chose was up to him. His silence made her assume that he wanted her to leave. Gathering her things in her arms she let out a soft, disappointed sigh and stood up.

Hayne didn't mean to be upset, but her virginity was something really precious. He almost felt as if he'd taken advantage of her. He was more angry about the situation, and he didn't want to leave her alone after taking something so precious from her. He almost felt as if he should be connected to her in some way now, but to actually say that out loud would be kind of creepy so he just grabbed his things from the couch, and decided to room with her. He left a bit of space between them. He woke up only seconds after she left him.

He woke up, and up. He looked around the room dazed. He noticed that she wasn't there. He jumped up, However he heard something coming from the living room. He listened closely to hear what she said. He wondered if he made her feel like that because of the virginity thing.

"What do you mean... i need someone normal...what can't you do to me?" He questioned coming around the corner. He was blushing a little." I wasn't ease dropping. I was just coming around the corner looking for you since you weren't in the bed, and over heard. " He sat down on the couch near her. He looked at the clock that sat on the wall of the living room. It was nearly 7 am now. "

"Roxy...I gave my virginity to a girl...they say boys are different from girls when it comes to that thing...but i, i just gave it to the first girl who offered, and well now i'm alone after giving her everything..., i just...you are special Roxy...don't sell yourself short or let others."


OOC: WAS ORIGINAL POST AT 10:25PM : (Hayne began to stir in the night. He moved from side to side until he woke up. He slighly sat up, and looked around. He heard a soft noise. He got up, and walked down the short hallway to the living room. He looked at her unsure she was crying. He sat down near her.

"Roxy... what's wrong are you ok what happened? Why are you out here? Why are you crying?") Which do you prefer??? lol

Roxanne nodded nervously. "I.....". What was she suppose to do? What was she suppose to say? "I'm so sorry. It came out wrong.". She felt lower than dirt at that moment. In her opinion what she did was alright. It was her choice. 'I thought you understood when I told you....I.....". Roxanne felt like crying but before she could he held her close to him

"I did think about it.....". What was the point in trying to explain it to him. He seemed pretty upset with her.

Roxy waited until he was asleep. Very carefully she slipped out of his arms and left the room. "I cannot do this to him....he deserves someone better. He deserves someone normal.". Roxy sat down on the couch and slouched forward. Her hands covered her face as she began to quietly weep.

He thought he'd pulled out quickly enough, but looking at her facial expression, and watching as a small amount of blood began to come out of her. He realized he'd gone to far. 'Surprise....client...' He couldn't believe she said that. He took a deep sigh. He didn't know what he should do or say either. He had to think very carefully.

He moved near her. "Did you mean for me to take your virginity...? That is not something you should give up easily. If i would've known..." If he would've realized he would've stopped much earlier. He wasn't sure if he wanted to continue. "Roxy...let's leave it here for tonight..." He walked out of the room. He came back with the pillow, and covers from the the couch. He layed next to her. "Let's just lay here together a bit. You are going to be sore in the morning. I'd rather not take it farther tonight."

He moved a strand of hair from her face, and kissed her forehead very softly. He ended up in his sleep pulling her to him, and cuddling with her.

He actually didit. Hayne actually "went all the way" with her. He was her first ever! Before roxy was way to embarassed to tell him. She was raised in a religious family that believed in saving it for marriage. Since her parents we're dead and her aunt denied her existance she really did not have any family left to really care about. It was sad but hayne was the closest thing she had to a family or friend. God she felt so pathetic at that moment.

"Surprise?". She managed to say after the pain subsided. "I told you before....you are my first client. Well you're not really a client.". She was just messing everything up. She looked away from him. What was she suppose to do? What was she suppose to say???

He looked at her confused. He always thought women were supposed to be wet. That's what he'd gathered from doing it with the one woman he'd been with, and prono. Being with only one woman, and porno he could not be sure. He wondered was she just playing when she asked. He looked at her. "Well if you were dry that would mean i'm not doing a good job." He smiled assuming that she was joking. She had to be.

He couldn't believe she came so easily. He looked at her, and pulled his finger to his mouth draining her juices from his fingers. He positioned himself over her. He cautiously began to enter her. She was very tight much more so than he expected with her job. He pushed deeper until he hit a wall. He stopped, and looked at her. He pulled back just a little bit.

He had a shocked confused look. He had to be imagining it. He began to enter her again. Her body shuddered as he felt the wall again. He pulled out completely, and looked at her. "Ro-Roxy...are...you a virgin?" He questioned wide eye'd.

"You are horrible!" Roxy pouted as his finger slipped inside of her. Her back arched forward as he slipped yet another finger in. "Alright...next time I'm in the mood I will just let you know.". Roxy could already tell that she would be stopping by his plave A LOT for midnight booty calls. To be honest she wanted to be more than a booty call. The more time she spent with him the more she realized how amazing he was. His ex or whatever she was to him was crazy for cheating on him. He had all the qualities roxy looked for in a man. He was smart, kind, and hung like a horse (lmao). Him having a larger than normal dick was a bonus!

She wished she could tell him that she wanted to be with him only. But she didn't want to come off as a psycho or a weirdo. It was one of her nad habits she fell in love way to easily and was often hurt in the end. "Can you tell?". She could not tell she was wet. Roxy didn't even know what that meant! "I assume being wet is a good thing??". Her head tilted to give him more room to nibble. He was horrible for teasing her so much. If roxy would have known more about sex she would have raped hayne by now.

His dick was so close to penetrating her it was almost scary. Whenever his cock twiched she could feel the head rubbing against her labia. Her attention returned to his fingers slipping in and out of her slowly. "G-o-d....I...". She held on to him tightly. "I think I am going too....". She was about to cum for him but held back for as long as she could

He loved the way she squirmed in his arms as he moved her. She had a bit of a worried expression. It took all he had not to laugh, and give away that he was only playing with her.

He was surprised at just how shy she really was. It was adorable. Though he was normally shy once he started actually having sex he became more bold at least for the periods of arousal. He thought it was really sweet. She acted like a young virgin girl.

He gently whispered into her ear. "I was thinking about you as well. I don't want you to do it anymore...if you wish for someone to stimulate you. I will be more than happy to help you with that." He gently kissed her neck allowing another finger to enter her.

"Roxanne...i'm not sure if you've realized...but i don't want to be your client..." He pulled her to look him in the eye's. "I want to be your friend...at least let's start there. I am beginning to really like you too." He was surprised how wet she was. "Are you ready so soon?" He asked.

Roxanne was in a bit of shock when he decided to move her from the bathroom to the bedroom. "Am I in trouble? Did I say something wrong?" She thgouht to herself. "Maybe he is putting me to bed so we can both cool down." She thought to herself again. "I knew I should not have told him! It was to soon.....god he must hate me....he must thin k I am weird!" She panicked on the inside but showed no signs of it on the inside. "Hayne....I'm....." She was about to tell him that she was sorry but stopped. The feeling of his tongue going against her clit made her toes curl. He was not the only one who was feeling intense!! Before tonight Roxy had never experienced any of this. He was her first everything. It was pathetic that a young woman her age had never even kissed a guy before. It was because Roxy was usually very timid and shy.

She reached down and ran her fringers through his thick hair then pulled. Roxy tried her best not to pull his hair to hard but she could not help it. "Hmm?" It was hard for her to open her eyes, she was in a world all of her own. "Oh....ummmmmmmm...." Her eyes darted away from his gaze. It was so embarassing. "Yes......" Thinking about it made her wetter. The image in her mind was of him jerking off. "I cannot lie to you. I was thinking about you when I was in the shower. I am sorry......I will not do it again if you do not want me too. I coundn't help it. It has been so long since I have pleasured myself......I could not stand it anymore....." Her fringers gently brushed through his hair

He stopped as she told him she really like him. He didn't expect her to say something like that. However hearing her say that completely pushed any thought of stopping from his mind. However he was filled with a desire he'd never had before the desire to tease. He pulled away from her for a minute staring at her almost as if he were contemplating. Though he wasn't. He picked her up without warning cradling her, and carried her to the bed room. He placed her on the bed, and spread her legs.

He began to flick at her clit with his tongue. He enjoyed the taste of her body. It even seemed a little sweet. He hadn't felt this intense since his first time. "When you were in the shower...were you thinking of me?" He asked as he moved along side her, and let a single finger slip inside of her, and begin to stir.

Her clit was still sensetive from before. It would not take much to get her off again. Roxy was already worked up and ready to go. It was an impulsive move, but even if she took a moment to think about it she would have done the same thing. Never once did roxy think about how this would effect Hayne. She was what she was....a prostitute. Hayne had such a bright future ahead of him. If anyone found out his future would be ruined for sure. Roxy did not want to stop thought she wanted to go through with what she started.

"This is not fair to you." She said to him with a sigh. Roxy was still in the mood but had to look out for his best interests. "I do not want to push you in to doing something that you might regret." Her future was already trashed. Everything had been stolen from her and she ended up in the gutter. Because she could not afford a lawyer she was stuck with doing the oldest job in the history of man. It would take two weeks of sleeping around non stop in order to earn the money she needed for the lawyers. "I am only doing this because....." Roxy did not want to sound like a clingy girl or psycho. "I like you Hayne....I really REALLY like you. I want you to continue but only if you want too. If you choose to stop then that is alright. I will not be mad."

The entire time she had been talking he never stopped playing with her clit. "Mmmm..." she whimpered as he put a little more force in to stimulating her clit.

He didn't know why she was apologizing. He was the one who opened the curtain up on her. He was surprised by what she whispered in his ear. He didn't know how to react. He couldn't even manage a nod. He watched her as she ran out of the room, and came back holding a condom. 'Was this really going to happen? She definately seemed to be willing. The question was, was he ready?' Sure Roxy had been nice to him, and he really did need her around, but if he did this he would have no chance with Susan again, and would be throwing out a 2 year relationship for Roxy who was a prostitute.

"Roxy...i'm not sure...i'm not sure what i was hoping to achieve from tonight, i'm not sure what i wanted. I'm not sure what'll i'll want tomorrow." He took the condom pulled down his jean, and slid it on. "I am sure that right now i want to make love to you more than anything else." Acting uncharacteristically bold he placed his mouth over her kissing her deeply. Her wet naked body felt great against his naked nether region. As he kissed her he began to let a single finger tease her clit.