ShadowOfShiva

 Number of posts: 509 Age: 18 Location: Wondering the long dismal corridors of Silent Hill.. Registration date: 2009-01-13
 | Subject: Awakening. [Silent Hill Rp.] Tue Aug 25, 2009 11:13 pm | |
| 'I don’t know what I should do? All I can picture in my mind are empty skies. Blood covered ground, the only thing stable enough to stand on. Haunting screams that chill me, and make me wonder what I am doing in an area like this. Life. Existence. Humanity. Reality. These things were always running through my mind. My mind held strange things so I wasn't surprised... It questioned all that was. Yet these four things were the most common. I always wondered what their point’s were, or if they were real. Then….What is real and what is not? I told you strange things run through my mind. Now, however…those thoughts no longer run through this mind. Moreover, no, it is not one of those moments were my mind is blissfully numb. I experienced those a lot. Now, they no longer needed to be thought of. Am I confusing you? Perhaps I am…. Ah, sorry then. Perhaps this will clear it all up. I shall tell you the story of why I think not of them. It all began… That sucks. It is so cliché… Let us just go to the moment this all began, although… At the time, I had no clue this moment began, my true purpose… She stood in a crimson river of all she cared for. All she wanted, craved, desired, and loved. All she wanted to crush, terminate, and destroy. She crouched down and ran her fingers through the elixir of human existence. As her fingers drifted through the liquid she gazed upon her crimson reflection. She smiled at the gore of the scene. The grotesque nature slightly amused her. For she knew, this was what she truly wanted. To see this scene become true. And no matter what she tried to convince herself, that simple fact would never change. …And she greatly enjoyed this situation she had created for herself. She was in no denial of pretending this wasn’t what she wanted; she knew very well this is what she wanted. She was fine with this knowledge. Everything was perfectly fine, as long as she didn’t try to fool herself into thinking; this was all a horrible nightmare, that she didn’t want any of this. She knew this was the thing she dreamt of, and it brought a sense of pleasure to her. For knowing this is what she craved, and seeing what she craved… She leaned back, sitting on a rock. She continued to stare at her reflection, and then took in the scarlet of the area. As she sat staring out at the area, the smell of rich Crimson is all that fills her senses. The grotesque scene of corpses and death fills her vision, and a twisted smile is all that crossed her face.
She sighed as she snapped out of her daydream. She sat there numbly the music blasting in her ears not even registering. ‘What was that?’ She tried to think back to that dream. Why… why would she think something like that? Lately things like that had been filling her mind. But why? She pulled her headphones from her ears to listen to the loud voices of her so called family. They had never hurt her in any way …and they weren’t bad. She just felt no attachments to them. The high pitched screechy voice came from her bio-logical mother, Kay. She had Red hair that was more red then Orange. Her eyes were hazel, but were mostly Green or Blue. She had peachy colored skin. The one sitting beside her was her step father Robert; she never knew her sperm donor… Robert had no hair and dark Brown eyes. His skin was dark brown, yes he is ‘black’ have a problem? They were ‘Talking’ about the direction to go. Next to me in the back is my step-sister, Lee-La. She had Goldish Brown hair that went to her lower back, she had Blue eyes. She was a light Brown skin color. She is similar to myself and was simply trying to block out the world. She just was nicer about it. She seemed like a cheerful person…because she was… I… I have odd colored eyes. I supose their ‘brown’ but they actually look like their red. Maybe I had an Albino thing going on for me? The only difference is my hair isn’t white and my skins not pink… Anyway when in the sunlight they turn a Golden, Honey color. It’s strange; people don’t like me for this fact. My hair is Black. About 2 inches in length in the back, my bangs go to my chin and are tapered to my ears. My skin…. Let’s just say it’s somewhere between Porcelain and Ivory. Perhaps that albino theory was correct after all? The pieces of hair in front of my face are slightly shorter than the rest so I have a few random bangs, which cover my face. The bangs in front of my face are too short, but I can still pull the rest behind my ears. Like I do when I think or am concentrating. As they are now. My mother is an annoying creature. Loud, slightly conceited, and extremely defensive and offensive. Robert is Quiet, happy yet bored, and extremely offensive and defensive….I know not a good combination. Lee-La…I don’t know her very well. She is intelligent, reserved, and together, slightly withdrawn, but she is at times a bit of an airhead. Other then that I don’t know. As for myself….well people (Mother and Robert) say I’m cruel, heartless, coldhearted, none empathy, Cold and so on. I’m a head case truthfully…They nicknamed me Poison. Kay is Toxic. That’s all that can be said about the ‘family’ I supose…Oddly enough I never felt like I belonged with them… And oddly enough I have no memories from before I was around 6…
I stare blankly at the corpses in front of myself. Such familiar faces… My family slaughtered and lying before me…and yet. I can’t seem to care. Instead I am filled with the urge to play in the Crimson that surrounds them. The sloshing of the liquid alerts me of my family’s murder coming toward me and yet…I don’t mind. I just sit there staring at the liquid. It’s so odd… The murder is still here yet I have no fear… They are here, yet I am the only one in the room… My eyes instead trail down to my hands that were coated with the liquid… I feel a hand being placed on my shoulder and turn around to come face to face with---Rei blinked slowly, as she seemed to wake up from a trance. She sighed rubbing her eyes. She had remembered that day.... She could never remember what happened when she felt that hand on her shoulder. Next thing she knew she was in a hospital, and the killer never found. She watched the computer in front of her beep. Tilting her head, she covered a yawn with her hand. She stretched her hands going above her head. The sound of her back cracking caused her to sigh in relief. She knew she shouldn’t have taken the night shift… Dropping her arms, she leaned on the counter again. Placing her head in her hand, she flipped through the magazine she was reading. At least she had the front desk today. She was the only one that could keep the two separate businesses organized. Apparently the owners were related, and wanted to be combined, but not have the same jobs. As such, two separate operations in a single building. It was hectic. But Rei was good with multiple things. She worked in one as an inventor/ repair woman. No one else could fix anything. She just had a talent for machines. That part was a scientific building. The other she was a detective. The police, a private detective, and spy network. Luckily she simply had the desk job today. She wondered if anything would even happen. Most likely not.
Rei looked up as the computer once again started making noises. Sighing she moved her fingers along the keyboard. Slowly she started going through the Data coming in. Frowning slightly she started shifting the information around. Whoever had sent it had done a sucky job of taking care and separating it.Sending the stuff going to the Lab's 'Selena laboratory'. She then went back through and sent everything else to 'Hekate investigations'. She paused for a moment and thought about why her boss's were obsessed with Greek Mythology. She shrugged her shoulders pushing everything aside.
Shutting the computer back off, she went back to her magazine. She blinked looking at the title. 'Old Haunts; Silent Hill'. She tilted her head and glanced over the article. Wasn’t this the place people kept vanishing in? There had been reports of weird happenings, and you couldn’t forget how everyone suddenly ‘vanished’… A part of her wished to slam it closed, yet a bigger part of her demanded she read it…
She frowned slightly, reading that they built a new city over it. ‘People are so superstitious…’ She thought. Shaking her head she continued reading. It just told about the mysterious things that used to happen, before it was torn down. They tore Silent Hill down, destroying everything. And rebuilt a new town. She was confused about it. They feared that town so much they tore it down only to re build over it? That’s probably why problems began in the first place. Part of it was a prison and another an Indian burial. People were… Slamming the cover closed, she rubbed her temples. People annoyed her, with stuff like this. They had destroyed the place her family had been killed as well.
Sighing she rested her elbows on the desk, and rested her chin on them. She smiled faintly, humming a tune, even as the computer gave static for a second and the lights gave a low almost buzzing sound. Rei blinked as the lights flickered for a split second. The flickering lights gave a sense of forbidding. A harsh chocking cold suddenly surrounding her. Tilting her head she watched them blink back on. Starring at the florescent lights, she allowed the harsh cold to vanish. Rotating her neck she rested her elbows on the table. No magazines. The computer was shut down. Wait that was right she had shut it down… but she swore it was just on… She was just waiting to clock in for her shift. Insomnia. That was the definition. The thing is most people who had it, was affected for a reason. Rei just could function without it. No nightmares. No traumas. Just, she did not need much sleep. Of course people who knew her past would say she had lived a nightmare. However, she never thought that really. To her, her family had been murdered, the end.
She blinked hearing the main clock chime. Six in the morning. Shoving from the desk she walked toward the back. Pulling out a card she slipped it into a small machine. Once it activated she pulled the card back. A few red lights lit around the surface, before flashing green. The door to Hekate Investigations slid open. She slid through, pushing her hands into her pockets. The door slid shut behind her sealing. She walked through the dim hallway. In her mind she compared it to a horror film. All that was missing was a psychotic doctor, slashing people to pieces. She chuckled slightly at the thought. Maybe they should try it this year for the rookies on Halloween.
Her clothing was proper and perfect as always. Her beige colored dress pants, still pressed with fresh markings. They were simple, not tight, not lose. Her white dress shirt tucked into her pants, neat and tidy. All buttons done up perfectly. Sleeves rolled to her elbows. The shirt was a bit baggy, but she had never liked tight restricting clothing. Nor had she been one for girly clothing. Hair pulled back in a braid, neat and out of the way. Her arms muscular but in an oddly slender way that could fool a person and pale. She had never been brawny. But that did not mean she was weak in any form. All in her job had to know how to fight. It was what kept them alive when they got involved in gangs and the mafia. Her face was drawn and bland. Eyes dim and blank. Perfect posture for a perfect detective. How she hated that word… …This place doesn’t scare me, nor does it terrify me… The thing that brings up any problems being here, the thing that makes me have this powerful urge to run. Is that…I feel safe...' _________________ "So I went into the kitchen to wonder around and think, and suddenly I heard someone talking. Luckily it was just my Uncle hideing on the back porch. I thought I was talking to myself again without knowing it...." You talk yo your self without knowing? "Yea. I thought my mother had gone through the room and was talking to me once, turned out I was talking/answering myself.... And I didn't know..." You need help. "I know..." "Shiva, stop talking to yourself!"
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